for you

I'm not sure if what I'm doing is even guiding me in any direction

but at least I'll try not to let it stay as it is

whether bad or good the outcome, I'll eventually say or try something

I don't know what I'm doing sometimes, you make me blind even towards myself

zazazzz

lol made me a tad jealous of that singer, damn it

hm...sigh, I really feel unworthy somehow

and I'm screwing up my tests now also...blargh, so many things to worry about