for you

okay, time to try to really get better even if I find it hard to.

thanks for at least telling me things, was it that hard? all I wanted was talks before decisions, even if I have to give in regardless, I appreciate being told

try to do my thing in the meantime. go back to being the entertainer to people if I may, though depends when my mood really comes back on the moment.

I've been told to stop emo-ing by the end of next week also, no promise but when it comes it'll come.

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though I can't really find a me to go back to being really, I was almost like a chameleon that changes with the people I'm around. maybe I'll go back to being that? have a feint memory of the show stealing persona I once had hur hur

bring it on and dance with me tonight babeh

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on a side note, that irritating whatever never ceases to do something to disappoint me whenever I thought if forgetting everything.

I'm the kind that never holds grudges, don't hate, and always believe in people. when people do wrong even more than once, I believe in them, believe that things will be better. but you, are the only exception that never fails to disappoint me, on countless occasions.

do you have to mock at me by laughing loudly on purpose to catch attention after walking out? I knew you never liked me, neither will I like you. but still, theres a limit to things.
the only reason why I've never bothered with you was cause you're her friend and I accept that. may even bow my head low if needed. if not I'd already be making static with the ground and your head. seriously. did I do something grave in my past life to you? you said before you're not a good person, but can't you add a little good or kindness in you for once here? with effort, two people need not be enemies, I don't care what you think of me whether a creep or anth, we don't even have to talk, but need not stoop to that right.

I'll still respect you as a person, if you do same.

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nything else to blog? maybe next time.

always love