for you

ah....been taking stress and alotta things as lightly as I can these days, bit of mind blanking here and there

if not I'd be like, slashing wrist or smth LOL joking, like I'd harm myself tht kinda way.

hm....-takes a breath-

hm...kuro once mentioned if get into a relationship sure change and maybe stop hanging out much with you guys, well as can see ain't quite true issit? hahahaz I'm still the same, and you're all the ones thats still busy busy lollol
ah.....well I've not got much of any choice to be clingy like the few of you are, but to be on my own alot instead hahahaz

what else...

kiyo mentioned about my spending or the sort..well I don't mind forking out here and there while I can, no regrets no matter if anything nyways, not a matter of first, but rather I hope this first lasts till not a need for second.

ah...and school shit, well school's just a whole lot of shit for me really. don't know what to say about my academic side now, kinda worrying about future yet I'm actually blanking my mind from thinking too far, cause I'll just get unnecessary amounts of stress though the small bit of it seems important. ugh

shall continue blogging next time I guess, lazy to move my brain to make alotta stuffs to blog about sound generic