for you

putting on a smile in front of the screen in my room, tears all over my face, awesome.

wonder how'll I'll do tmr


f-u-c-k-i-n-g awesome

that's how little you feel, that we'll just be dragging on, fine

EDIT:

arrghhhhh YARRRGHHHHHHHHHHh

KSAAAAAGH

its fucking painful ARRR

I'd thought all was well, sunday may get to see you again if not next monday I'll find you or somewhere else, anything, why..nat...why drop this on me, when I'd thought one ordeal was gonna be over soon, you snuffed out my light...

you're all I look forward to, to bring me forward, I, who had no dreams nor goals, made you my dream and my goal, you became my only light, then you're snuffing everything out..

ksaaaaghh

edited yet again:

I've got into so many things cause of you, liked so many things cause of you, listened to so many things cause of you, and more and more....practically everything is making me think of you, I can't handle it