for you

went out earlier to look for new jeans, shoes and accessories.

at the end only managed to get new shoes, couldn't find the cut of jeans I want in a nice wash and colour, and places I went to didn't have cheap wrist strap thingums nor chokers, all hundred plus ._. either ex or none nice lawl.

thn evening went to have dinner with dad's side family, gramps, direct aunts and uncles an all.

and aft everything, home I am.

headed out in my two year old birkenstock that wasn't worn at all, really kills your feet though ._.

my new shoes, black leather high cut converse, gold thread sewn logo



edited:
hm..~ sigh, what days am I leading I wonder, fleeting people, fleeting time.

the pain's stopped somewhat, I think, for now at least.
though, I'm just solemn to an extent.
still love the same

and yeah

always love