for you

think I'll stop using this blog for the most part now,

I shan't lock it yet,

if I'll blog maybe I'll just use the lj unless I make a new blogger next time

on a side note, theres this thing I have to get out of me and put here,

whose this girl thats running in my head so much? her name's natalie

she's from my dream,

but dreams just have to come to an end no matter how much I don't want them to

she's cool, cute, awesome..she's the girl of my dreams, all I could think of

but she's not real, it was all a dream

in that dream, she's the only girl that could make this slacker actually thought of working harder

she was just really cool, she could do anything, and I couldn't ever take my eyes off her

I have a tingle of a feeling that I was really happy while I dreampt, alone in this grey reality, I think I actually felt happy then, the happiest moment whilst I've lived

it actually felt real, felt the longest dream I had, was I glad i had that dream?

I don't know, cause I did felt happy then, yet now that the daylights shining, all thats happy, its just all gone

I do hope one day I'll see that girl of my dreams again, reenter the same dream that could actually put a genuine smile on my face

till then

dream on this life

hm? what...why am I crying? strange strange

it was just a dream ken, a really long memorable one.

you have to wake up soon